We finally had a lesson with this sweet single mom whose kids always want us to hold them (so painful not to) we have run into her on many random occasions, and she told us that every time she saw us she felt like god was telling her she needed to talk to us and that there was a reason we were there.. I told her god wanted us to find her to give her the right direction because he knew she was ready for it and she began to sob. He watches out for us so individually, and I could feel the love he had for her. We also went and visited the Brazilian lady who had us over for Christmas Eve, she still isn't very interested. But she started asking us what the difference was in what she believed and what we believed and that led into a really good discussion, ending with her committing to read a passage in the Book of Mormon and pray about it. She has such strong faith already, she looks to god in everything she does. I know the the knowledge of the restored gospel would be everything to her if she would open up to the chance of hearing it, and experimenting on it. This week was challenging! A lot of very special moments but a lot of rather difficult ones as well. I'm learning to just draw a line through all the experiences, and know that what goes down must come back up. That God is completely aware of me and my needs. The other day I got home and just felt very drained. So I felt prompted to read the September issue of the Ensign in 1997 (my birthday) The first article was exactly what I needed to hear and I knew god was aware of me, I knew in that moment that he knew what I was feeling, and he was showing me he knew and he cared. And just being reminded that he was aware of me was enough. This gospel requires a lot of faith and trust, but it also promises greater blessing than imaginable, blessings that nothing else in this world can offer. I'm grateful to know the truth. Because even if no one believes it, it will still always be true. "Only God can count the sacrifice; only God can measure the sorrow; only God can know the hearts of those who serve Him--then and now." Love you:)
Hair dying party on PDAY
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