I love to see the temple.. I love even more to be inside it: Week 44

I will make this one a brief email,
We got to go to the temple this week! It was amazing and much needed.
Friday consisted of a very crazy busy day; we woke up early and drove out to Orlando for a temple trip. I felt so much peace in the temple. 
Then we drove back home and did studies and had lunch and drove back out to Orlando and had a temple tour with our friends. Also, we got stuck in Orlando so we were home late, and up early. It was a very tiring day. But the temple is worth it.
We had an amazing lesson with our friend Tynia (she's 14). When we sat down she told us how she wanted to say the opening prayer and wrote something out on the bus. It was the most heart felt sincere prayer and it truly warmed my heart. She has been highlighting up the Book of Mormon and sharing with us her favorite passages.
The rest of the week was very busy; we had lots of appointments. I'll explain more next week as things continue to progress. But this is all I got for you right now, sorry.

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Sometimes on a mission and in life there are times where it's really hard to understand other people's actions and decisions. There seems to be much "division" "contentions" etc. It's saddening and frustrating and there are times I get on my knees in prayer at night and simply tell Heavenly Father "I have no idea what to do."
Those times in my mission I have always felt His love and His comfort despite circumstances around me that I'm not sure I know how to deal with. But I know he has placed me in them for a reason.
I got a blessing this week (late in the transfer like always) but again the blessing was just what I needed for guidance and direction.
There's something I've been pondering on a lot lately.  It’s that when I share the gospel of Jesus Christ, when I share our Heavenly Fathers plan, if the people we teach don't listen (they don't seek, ask and knock). If ultimately all the hard work we feel we have put in to teaching them does not result in a visible change in them, then at least I should be changed. When Christ is preached, someone should walk away different.
For so long I've thought that if someone didn't accept all we teach them, then I must have not fully accomplished my part, that maybe I wasted the Lords time. And I know that's unfair and not true.
In the blessing I received I was told that Heavenly Father did of course want me out here for other people, but I need to remember He also wanted me out here for me also.
It was exactly what I needed to hear.

I'm ever so grateful for the opportunity to share the gospel, and then in turn be changed by the gospel. At the end of the day, I know it's true.

Sister Sorensen 🌞

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